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Friday, August 05, 2005

I always think random thoughts whenever i had free time on my hands. Be it travelling around on the bus or mrt listening to music, waiting for lessons to start, the moments right before I just fall asleep, strolling along the beach, waiting for friends when they are late, when I'm bathing or even when I'm doing my business in the toilet.

Times when my mind are just idle. With nothing much else to think about and just about free to think of everything. They just began to wander by themselves, thinking of ideas, values, beliefs, my dream world, things i don't like, dont agree, things that irritate me, what irks me, everything. Do you?

Just a few hours back, i was travelling on the train with a couple of my friends and we started a kind of 'debate' session which got me thinking again after we alighted and i went my own way on the east-west line. I don't know what got into my friend, but he *looked* depressed and was talking about how disgusting people now are. And, the most incredible of it all, he wanted a war. I shall not say the reason, so that any readers will formulate their own opinions on why he wanted a war to happen. (=

Don't you think that people in singapore are getting uglier? Generally? The most prominent values that thrive in most are 'kiasi' and 'kiasu' as I would put it. I would not rebute you if you said that i'm one of such people, but it sure as hell get on my nerves.

One very good example can be seen during the boarding of congested trains. People waiting to board just STAND outside the doors, trying to look for ways to squeeze their way in. As if they need someone to que them and to force the simple fact into their heads that passengers CANNOT alight if they're there blocking them.

But still, i believe that wars should never happen. Everyone deserves a second chance...

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Maybe Its the emptiness in me
When i look around and saw no one beside
Maybe Its the irritation burning inside me
when someone ignores me and brushes me aside
Maybe its the loneliness i experience
when I stroll the isolated beaches at night
Maybe its the sadness I suffered and endured
when i am left to wither alone
Maybe its the disgust I felt
when I see the reality in people.
They simply don't care

Maybe its the ever engulfing darkness I saw
reaching towards me
whenever I dream upon the starless night sky
Silently approaching, silently surrounding, silently suffocating
dark clouds concealing the glitters of stars which radiate hope
Yet i still believe, ever hopeful
as I peered at the ever darkening night sky
as I reach out for the long shining star
that will never cease its comforting glow
The light that will guide me through the darkness to yet more specks of hope.
My dreams shall keep me going till the end
The glitter of hope that will never die...

Maybe..
Wishing...; 8/05/2005 12:28:00 AM

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