Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Yup, got to make this entry long as i wont' be able to for the next few days. Have to stay in camp already )=. I'll start off with last friday night which could be summarised into a single paragraph.(Actually, 2 words. BBQ & Night Cycling. I don't want to talk too much about them though.Although its fun, its nevertheless about NS)
Sorry peeps. You'll have to make do with words. The pictures i got from my friends are WAY too big to be put on the blog. It'll totally cover my layout (which isn't much anyway but i don't like it =p). Well, the bbq is just like...any other bbq you have in your life, just that its all guys. Its all fun. After that, a small group of us went night cycling. Covered quite little ground as one of them was not very good at cycling so we went slower to accomodate him. We still visited a lot of places though. Its so much more entertaining than the bbq. The only complaints i have is that its supposed to be 'cohesion' night for my NS course but well, we booked two pits so we're seperated into 2 groups. So much for 'cohesion'. Also, like all ns groups, they HAD to disturb girls near our areas. I do not really condone such practices.
Ok. Thats it for friday night. End of NS. Hrm, i really do hate NS huh? After all, no one knows me better than myself. Imagine the same type of event, like the bbq or night cycling, I think i'll enjoy myself more with my other friends outside of NS. Heh.
I read through some of my previous posts and i realised that i complain a lot about everything. Not to mention those that i did not pen down, i can be pissed at almost anything. *laughs* Its just too bad that i have some of the worst combinations of traits present in me. Lets see, being the lazy me... I'm also a perfectionist, and an idealist...and quite possessive although i don't really exercise it. Yup, the worst being a perfectionist AND an idealist. Haha, sounds so much like someone who keeps on dreaming. Well, if it keeps me going, why not? I don't think i'll ever give that part of me up. Look, dreams are beautiful. (=
Come to mention of things that irritate me. I just had to add this in. I really can't stand SOME people (don't worry, they don't know the existance of this neat little blog =p ) People who does stuff like :
1)Ask for benefits or things in the guise that he's helping others to voice out when actually not everyone is in favor of his opinion AND that person is actually just doing so for his own personal gains. Just to tell people who actually do such stuff, its quite easy to detect. Really
2)Does things without considering about the consequences. I'm not talking about those who rushes hotheaded into things. I'm more particularly into those who
KNOW the consequences but did them anyway. More importantly, when they ARE caught,
they'll just try to push the responsibilities to others. How irresponsible. They
had their fun, and yet let others take the blame.
3)Two-faces. Act like they are friends in friend of people, but backstab and slander them behind their backs for all they are worth. After that still have the cheek to ask for help. Argh. How shameless can people get. To do anything as long as they get what they want huh?
4)thinks and formulates their own impressions for people solely by first impression
and then proceeds to DECIDING what other people should do based on their very own
opinions. "I thought you like that what.." <---- Bleh, what makes you think you
know better than the person themselves.
5)A lot more, just that i can't think of it right now.
Just FYI, i typed that out with REAL people in mind, not just thinking of what i personally do not like. So if YOU think that what i just described is actually YOU, chances are they are not. HAHA! =p As i have already mentioned, they do not know the existance of this humble blog. Hopefully ><
Continuing on with my post, I used to think that i'm super at staying up late but nowadays that confidence is shaking considerably. Had slept a lot more during lessons (despite much warnings) and rest time than i would usually do. Damn, its getting from bad to worse. Starting to get tired at times i normally wouldn't BEFORE i got into ns.
And yes. Now i can start to understand the misery in girls when they go out shopping but just don't have the money to. Thanks to the constant upkeep of transporting and payments made to the class fund for godknowswhat reasons, i'm was left with a total networth of 11 bucks through the weekend and monday. The good news is, NS allowance comes early during the national day period (received it yesterday night, instead of the usual 10th every month). Bad news is, I was left to wander town and bugis area with a friend with just a couple of bucks, which was barely enough to buy me a meal at those locations. I accompanied my friend to look for a bag, and along the way i saw so much stuff that i wanted. Bags, jeans, clothes,decorative stuff, posters, accessories etc. And yet i had no money to purchase any of them. Argh.
Visited my friend's NUS hostel (Shear's Hall) after that. I so totally made up my mind to AT LEAST stay for a semester in a hostel when i enter uni. My friend's room looked so cosy. I just HAD to try it out. Which means i have to start saving money AND work part time during my studies. I guess ending every month with a single digit in my bank account won't do anymore. Must refrain and control myself from spending on unnecessary stuff. But heck, money's not important to me, as long as the people around me (including myself) are happy. (=
I'll end this entry with an excerpt from a song (translated, its in jap =p).
From, Final Fantasy Unlimited - Romancing Train.
And now it's just the two of us in this wandering tale
I want to forget about what's waiting at the last stop on this journey
The journey can grant our dreams, your wish is shining strong.
Yup, nice lyrics (=
Oh and before i forget, A very (un)happy national day to you. (=
Thinking...
Wishing...; 8/09/2005 11:48:00 PM
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