Friday, December 30, 2005
Yep, i was right again. They made me eat 1 day of my leave next year when i suppose i could have gotten an off. At the very least, i still get to attend the event, even though SOMETHING managed to screw up.
Music somehow really affects my mood. I was listening to some sad piece of music from Final Fantasy XI called recollection and it made me start thinking about my life thus far. What I've done, what i've been through, what i've accomplished, what i failed at, the friends i've made, the things i've lost, my dreams, everything.
It is sad but soothing and it somehow fills up the emptiness that inside me. I feel as if my soul is at ease...kinda, even with the knowledge of all the crap things i've ever done.
Maybe what gives meaning to life is to have a dream. Without a dream, perhaps living on would be meaningless. Just carrying on with daily life aimlessly. Mine is a very simple one, yet its very complicated at the same time. Nevertheless, it still gives meaning to my life. Nothing else really matters. (=
Come to think of it, it has influenced a big part of me.
I always tell myself, I have no need to prove myself to anyone else but myself. I'll carry on even if it means i have to do so alone. No regrets.
Dreams
Wishing...; 12/30/2005 03:24:00 AM
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005
YAYY!!! I was informed at the last min (again) that my shoot would be on january 13 instead of this friday. WHICH MEANS I'LL BE ABLE TO ATTEND COLLEGE DAY! Ahh! Been looking forward to it :).
I do hope that Zi Zhao gets to make it in time though. I feel as though i had just pangsehed him because we were supposed to like go there together. Now's he's still stuck in that dumb shoot while i managed to make it to another date. That doesn't make the shoot any less dumb though.
*Sigh* I shan't be too happy till the actual day itself though. As i always say, army will almost always find something which will totally screw everything up. Thats like the best skill that the army has! Screwing things up.
Lets just pray that nothing screws up again till next year. Its just a short while more...
Friday
Wishing...; 12/27/2005 12:04:00 AM
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Monday, December 26, 2005
This year's christmas and christmas eve is definitely one of the most enjoyable ones i ever had. So much so that i'm actually pretty tired now as i type this post so i shan't bother to type much and coherently.
Those who were with me should know how much we laughed as we suan karen to no end. HAHA! Never heard of karen getting suanned before! Guess there's a first to everything! :P
What makes it way memorable and cool is that most of the people at the gathering didn't know each other! I don't know like..more than half of the people present! Well, its all thanks to Karen that we got together so well :P. I just hope we didn't get clement into much trouble... =/
And before i forgot...narnia's a must watch!! I love it a lot, all the mystical stuff! I can almost imagine myself dreaming of me in such a wonderful land. :)
Time for sleep. Its been a verrryyyy long christmas eve and christmas for me.
Merry Christmas to all!!! :)
Christmas
Wishing...; 12/26/2005 03:05:00 AM
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Thursday, December 22, 2005
Woot! A Chalet organised by my platoon (NS). Sounds fun and all but turns out absolutely craaaaappy. Must have been one of the worst chalets that i had ever been to (at least for me).
To start it off, this whole event started off at a wrong note. I politely asked whether i can reach later because i wanted to do something and a certain someone had to tell me that its still an working day, NOT my off day and therefore i cannot be late. Like what the hell?!? That so totally ruined the mood.
I was not late. And he was!! Riiiiggghhhttttt.
Quote : The problem about being punctual is that no one is there to appreiciate it
This same person must also have absolutely zero knowledge of bbqing. He blew out the fire before it is even started, everything he put on the grills is coated with soot and he even claimed that hotdogs need to be cooked before it can even be eaten. Well, he maybe new but what i totally disapprove is his attitude which says he knows better.
I left on the first day anyhow and when i went back on the second, i was kinda late and someone felt like taking from me a half day just because i was late. Sorry but i won't be late unless i planned to be. Shortly after, he left and something in my head says, why don't he cut his own off himself!
So, i didn't do anything much on the first day. I even helped prepare the food and stuff. I didn't stay over, thinking that i would on the second day. Then, suddenly they told me they're closing it on the second night. Riiiggghhttt. So i went for nothing.
Did i even mention that the people there started chickening out before the fire for the bbq was even started? Then that someone instructed me to stay and clean up their mess since i wasn't there the other night. Right, i don't get to play, but i get to clean up after their asses.
Its not that i had something against him. But he just happen to be the one who's dictating everything and pushing me around. Which he obviously didn't manage to do. Haha!
The most enjoyable thing about the 2day 1 night chalet was perhaps the bus rides out. Wait, its supposed to last for 4days 3 night. Errrr.....Something else must have really screwed up real bad.
P.S : Of course, i left out a lot of details, but these are already enough to leave me fuming mad!
Chalet Woes
Wishing...; 12/22/2005 03:16:00 AM
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Monday, December 19, 2005
Weeeeeee, finally satisfied my craving for stingray tonight. Just finished watching WWE's pay per view. Although we all know that its scripted out and not real, its still entertaining nonetheless. Its sometimes quite funny to see how stupid the scripts can get. And of course the poor acting. Heh
Yet another late night
Wishing...; 12/19/2005 03:03:00 AM
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Saturday, December 17, 2005
Woot, Just been promoted! I really only wanted the pay rise anyway. Wait, the date says, with effect from 30/10/2005. And when was i informed? 15th december. Thats like...1 1/2 months late! Oh well. Not like its not unexpected of ... .....
Promotion might just be the only other good thing that can ever happen to you in the army. The other being offs and leaves. Like, how i will most likely give JJ's speech day a go because they just happen to have an exercise on that day. To make things worse, they always tell you at the last minute.
Went to yishun safra today. More like forced to go for some stupid cohesion shit. I just got myself done with the events and left as fast as i could. I did made my way to the arcade and the shooting range before i left though. Saw the RJ and CHS(?) teams training there. I can almost imagine myself repeating those famaliar actions as i watched them mount their air rifles and shoot.
I WOULD HAVE GOTTEN MYSELF A LANE AND SHOT IF NOT FOR THE STUPID NEED FOR A RANGE MEMBERSHIP!!!
Of course, how could i ever forgot the arcade at north point, where i completed my first single credit TC3 game with my friend. :D
Nothing much changed at the places. Its just the people that had changed. Always.
Random Gibberish
Wishing...; 12/17/2005 03:27:00 AM
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Nothing to do!!! Haha...everyday rotting away. Waste of my life!!!
Sianz
Wishing...; 12/13/2005 09:14:00 PM
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Monday, December 12, 2005
Haiz...every weekend i do the same thing over and over again. I'm ultra super duper boreddddddd. Everytime its orchard movie dota and eat out. Need some spice...although all these are definitely better than camp.
Bored
Wishing...; 12/12/2005 12:59:00 AM
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Sunday, December 04, 2005
Damn shagged after a veerrrryyy long day. Its been long since i'm tired out by weekend activities but i enjoyed it a lot so i'm not complaining.
I think i'll give myself a rest for now...
Long day
Wishing...; 12/04/2005 04:47:00 AM
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Saturday, December 03, 2005
A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one
Friends are a very rare jewel, indeed. They
make you smile and encourage you to succeed.
They lend an ear, share a word of praise
and they always open their hearts to us.
Show your friends how much you care.
Found this while i was clearing my email. Finally the no. of unread mails dropped to zero. It had been there since...december 13 2003 and i just read it. What, 3 december 2006. HAHA! Whoops. Its not the only one. Was spammed bad by junk mails then and i just kept it there. I read every (almost) mail that i receive, even the junk ones, just for the heck of it.
Its just that i'm wondering whether friends undertake a different meaning for different individuals...
Well, i'll take that back to dreamland.
Friends
Wishing...; 12/03/2005 04:04:00 AM
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