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Sunday, January 15, 2006

Here i am blogging at this time of the day again. Everyone is offline (and should be sleeping) now and i'm having troubles keeping my concentration on watching anime. Very tired today.

Got to do a lot of things tmr but can't find ppl to accompany me. Everyone is so busy nowadays, but i'm like...so free. At least thats what i would choose to think
:(

Anyway did i ever tell anyone before that i don't really like going out in big groups? Generally prefer smaller groups (around 4-5 peeps) because in bigger groups, there's bound to have ppl who MIGHT feel left out, and i don't like it when that happens. I experienced it before and i know how it feels, not exactly a terrific feeling to experience.

I'm always so bored. Always seeking company. People tell me that i need and should have time for myself but its when time like this i really really really feel that i already had too much time for myself. Life's too boring for me to spend alone.

Dictionary meaning of hypocrisy : 1) The practice of professing beliefs, feelings, or virtues that one does not hold or possess; falseness.

2) An act or instance of such falseness.

I don't know why i put that last para up but i just wanted to anyway. So, are people who don't bluntly tell others that they suck because they're afraid that they might hurt the other party's feelings hypocrites too? Like when they tell their friends what they really feel about a particular person. Not in a malicious way of course. To me, they're not.

Because i do that too, and everyone else does that. Doesn't that make the whole world hypocrites? :P

Blah, the late nights are taking their tolls on me...i'm off to sleep...hopefully :P

Late night entry
Wishing...; 1/15/2006 04:24:00 AM

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