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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

I've finally put a password to my blog, but then, I still don't feel secure enough to type out what I really feel and think. I still tend to censor and moderate stuff or just delete entire posts altogether. Am i that self-conscious? Or is it that I'm too concerned about what others would think of me should they read my blog. Frankly speaking, i know i shouldn't concern myself with stuff like that, but i can't help it.

Anyway, i was about to blog something about my friends. I didn't in the end because i forgot almost everything i wanted to blog about. I guess it had something to do with my mood. Always when I know I want to blog something, its something bad and its when my mood's also bad. By the time i actually get to pen it down, my mood would have lightened up considerably. Maybe thats why I can't really write down what i really really really really felt.

I'm a pessismist, i seldom blog happy stuff haha.. Maybe one day i'll post some really fired up entries...it looks...so different :P.

Anyway, the badminton and dinner outing was really fun. Laughed my guts out at the silly jokes we cracked. Its not really that often that i get to laugh that hard. Sorry karen :P. We should really go out more often :)

Blah, gotta book into camp. This really sucks, being the nocturnal me. will continue next time i get to blog again...

Protected? no?
Wishing...; 1/10/2006 10:10:00 PM

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I look back: the sun-baked railway tracks are hidden
By stormclouds- even if they change their shape,
May we always remember
The yesterdays left behind by the seasons...

Chasing, chasing the fading vapor trails
The signal is given too early- we start laughing
So that we can always look straight ahead,
Even if it's slippery with sweat, I won't let go of your hand, ever