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Monday, January 23, 2006

Baahhh! What a waste of my freaking time. Ask me to go back camp on weekends to whhututtt, WAIT?!?!? More than half the time inside was spent lazing around (not that i'm inside for long anyway). GRRRRR, sassuga!

I don't know how to say it out, but somehow, i feel that all the troubles i have are gone when i'm busy. Like say, even when i'm in ns, when i'm busy doing my work, i'll not be reminded of all the shit i experienced. Kinda like a workaholic, drowning myself in work in order to forget, but it doesn't last anyway because i finish up work too fast ><. Perhaps thats why i don't like to be doing nothing, or being alone. Gives me something to occupy myself with.

Anyway, today we went to visit ZH who's warded in nuh because of some bacterial infection. Entertained him for a while before heading to marina square for dinner ar Carl's Jr. and some talk cock session at coffee bean.

I found the conversation about dreams quite interesting. Talked about things like, Dreams are a reflection of yourself, what you really are or wanna say even though you yourself might not know it. Or that its actually saying something about yourself and your actions. So that got me thinking of the dream-filled nights (or dreamless nights) i had since i was young. Maybe its true afterall, from all the dreams i ever had and the emotions coursing through me at those points in time.

Bleah, very tired, somehow lost my train of thoughts on what i wanted to write down. I'm quite surprised how i managed to last thru the weekends with like...3-4 hours of slp on average a day for the last week.

Anyway, i must be off to sleep. Can't afford to be late tomorrow..err...today...Anyway, hope ZH gets well soon :)

Tired
Wishing...; 1/23/2006 12:06:00 AM

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I look back: the sun-baked railway tracks are hidden
By stormclouds- even if they change their shape,
May we always remember
The yesterdays left behind by the seasons...

Chasing, chasing the fading vapor trails
The signal is given too early- we start laughing
So that we can always look straight ahead,
Even if it's slippery with sweat, I won't let go of your hand, ever