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Sunday, July 09, 2006

I must learn to take things slowly and relax. Not that i'm very tensed up in the first place but I do realised that i'm always in a rush to do things. Its good to have this focused mentality but perhaps there are times when i should take things slow and easy. Like when i'm eating. :P

To add to that point. I also can't be bothered about certain stuff anymore. If others don't care, neither should I and i will try my best not to bother anyone about it. I don't understand why i get so worked up over stuff which other ppl doesn't give a damn about.

All i can do is to pray n hope as i stare longingly into nothingness, cling onto what I believe, no matter what, and hope that one day, my prayers will be answered

Come to think about it, I share very few interests with other people. Most of the time in a group while ppl yak away at specific topics i'll normally be keeping quiet unless its nothing but nonsense. I crap a lot but when its something i totally know nuts about, i can't possibly fabricate stories out in front of pros :P.

Sigh, my blog is soooooo pessismistic. Almost all of my posts are about negative stuff. Maybe cos when i reflect , I only think about the so called bad things that happened? Whats the point in reflecting in something good? Like..ya..keep it up..the end.. =/

I don't know what got into me during the past wk. Suddenly got very motivated to do a lot of stuff, like exercising, cleaning up my room, looking at certain things from a different perspective, catching up with 'lost' friends etc. I'm still myself though...

Haha....This weekend is another boring weekend except for sat and afternoon when i met sharon for lunch. Its been like...a year plus since i last saw her and well, she didn't change a lot. At least she's still recognizable, but she's definitely become much prettier.. and Ichiban Boshi at Wisma is a very nice restaurant!! I'm definitely going back again :).

Anyway i'm going to watch penalty shootout of world cup finals. Going to sleep immediately after. Ja ne

Prayers
Wishing...; 7/09/2006 04:51:00 AM

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