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Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Currently i'm listening to songs from AKB48! They're very nice, everyone should go download and hear them out! Especially Sakura no hanabira tachi and Skirt, Hikari. Lyrics are over HERE. Thats the best that i could find =/.

The last weekend i practically rotted at home playing WoW and sleeping, which in itself may be a good thing because I seriously overspent this month. I'll consider myself lucky if i didn't overshoot my pay instead of saving a hundred bucks! I spent THAT much mainly because i shared money to buy a digi cam. And of course, FOOD. Any money spent on food is not a waste :).

Anyway, speaking of cameras, I like taking photos, although i seldom take them. Pretty confusing, but let me explain myself. I'm really a person stuck in the past and doesn't really favour change. So in a sense, photographs capture the moments that i want to remember, moments that I don't want anything to change. So i won't go around snapping pictures of myself like some Zhi4 Lian4 Quang2 but yea, I like photos. Maybe when i grow old and i forgot about certain stuff, but at least there will be things that i'll never forget, held in place by squares of paper.

Then, i distinctly remember a moment just this afternoon when i was just staring blankly out of the window for who knows what reason. The only thing i really cared to remember was that Its SOOOO quiet around the neighbourhood and something about people doing social work. Why even call it a neighbourhood. We're all just living by ourselves. To ourselves.

As for the social work part, well, i may sound very critical here, but i think that finding meaning in life by doing social work sounds really wrong. Thats what i thought at the instant i was looking out the window. I don't know what happened to make me think of that. Maybe its cause nowadays i've read a few blogs and heard about a few friends these few days doing social work and all. I'm not saying that doing social work is bad or something but all it sums up to in the end is just doing a good deed. For those kindred souls out there, yea maybe so but i believe they are rather rare in this society that i'm living in. Such 'meaning' in life is really very self-deceiving imo, and came up to make ppl feel more useful. ><

Anyway enough about that. I've been jogginng the last 2 days. Just suddenly had that motivation to run after spotting and reading a few pages of a certain book at popular. I really forgot the title of the book but its got something to do with aging right. Man my stamina has gone down down down down downnnnnnnnnn. So much so for being in NS! I think i'm getting fatter in NS larrr... Anyway i'm really tired I'm going to sleep. Ja

...A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me together forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in heart...

PS: My fav song is still Tori no Uta by Lia :P

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Wishing...; 7/04/2006 03:10:00 AM

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