Sunday, July 30, 2006
Wah, i'm seldom sick and being sick isn't exactly a great feeling, besides the fact that i can get an mc. Its so damn hard to even fall aslp when everytime you lie down and your nose gets blocked. Or when you swallow saliva and ur throat hurts.
Not like i give a damn about it anyway hahahah I still went jogging and continue eating junk food and going into air-conditioned places when i'm already feeling very cold... I still wanna play badminton :(.
Sick
Wishing...; 7/30/2006 11:09:00 PM
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
GIM!!!!!! I actually didn't see my being tagged!! HAAHAHAH and its so freaking long and cliche and yet there's some that i seriously don't know what to write =/
PS : WHO GIVES A DAMN ABOUT THE RULES =/
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains.
2. Leave a tag on the person tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
3. Start your post with "I have been tagged!"
Favourites
favourite colour: Orange. You should know :)
favourite food: now thats a tough nut to crack....
favourite song: currently it would be Tori no uta from Lia
favourite movie: this spot's shared by many...
favourite sport: badminton
favourite day of the week: Friday
favourite season: winter! I'm a cold person ^^
favourite ice-cream: huh...i don't really eat ice-cream =/
Currents
current mood: sleepy, just woke up =/
current taste: actually...the kinda taste that you have when you just woke up *yawn*
current clothes: shorts......
current deskstop: saber chan from fate/stay night (type moon)
current time: 23:11 pm
current surroundings: a mess
current annoyances: camp
current thoughts: thinking of eating ice-cream...actually i'm gonna get one now
Firsts
first best friends: woah...this one goes wayyyyyy back
first crush: hrm.....dont even know if its considered one but its like during pri. sch haha
first movie: cannot remember
first music: cannot remember
Lasts
last cigarette: Never smoked before, never after
last drink(alcohol): its so long ago i can't remember
last car ride: yesterday night in my friend's car
last crush: no comments
last movie: err...pirates :)
last phone call: a missed call?
last CD played: I stopped buying cds like.....donkey years ago :P
Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: hrmmmmmmmmmm
have you ever broken the law: Definitely
have you ever been arrested: not
have you ever skinny-dipped: nope
have you ever been on tv: don't wanna
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: i wish i had? nahh
5 things you are wearing: short pants
4 things you done today: thought army suck x4
3 things you can hear right now: constanting buzzing of some electrical equipment
1 thing you do when you are bored: dream
7 dreams before death
I have no idea what to write here so i shall leave this section entirely blank whahahahahahaa! Not that i have no dreams but i'll get it sorted out soon enough ><
7 things I can't stop doin in this lifetime.
1. play games
2. day dreaming
3. being in a rush
4. eating
5. be online msning / dling stuff
6. sleeping
7. curse ns
7 things that attracts me
1. girls with long hair
2. fantasy books
3. rpg games
4. anime
5. j-pop, NOT K POP OPPS WAS A TYPO WHAHA
6. nice people
7. sweet girls
7 things I say.
1. haha
2. yo
3. shit la
4. i'm bored
5. i'm still bored
6. sianz
7. moo
7 books that I love
Basically most of mecedes lackey's books and the Death Gate Cycle and most of the forgotten realms books out there. There's too many for JUST SEVEN BOOKS. And yea, they're all fantasy books. And i don't like harry potter books.
7 movies that I loved
1. fellowship of the ring
2. the two towers
3. return of the king
4. Pirates of the caribbean
5. Pirates of the caribbean dead man's chest
6. as you can see i'm just trying to fill up space because
7. i don't really recall everything.
7 people to tag
1.
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3.
4.
5.
6
7.
Whahaah, this will be like a blank cheque for u to fill in ur names automically :). Except that u get no cash.
some overdue quiz
Wishing...; 7/25/2006 11:34:00 PM
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Don't know why but the first time round, i forgot to quote this segment in my 23rd jul post, and the second time round i actually lost the whole post in itself.
The world doesn't stop spinning without you. No one is irreplaceable in any organization. People can say all they want to say, but once you have left, someone will take over your portfolio, and you will soon be forgotten.
Your family is really what you can rely on in times of need. No doubt about that.
Sounds quite true, but hey, one of your friends is gonna be part of your family one day~. ><
Wishing...; 7/25/2006 11:14:00 PM
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
One very crappy flash i found while reading karen's blog...
crappy flash
Wishing...; 7/23/2006 02:36:00 PM
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Haha, was blog hopping and came across this :
One girl who's gonna have work attach overseas saying,
1.Your true friends will be happy and supportive of whatever decision you make in life. But, afterall, they are human. You have to manage their emotions. It's not their fault to keep saying that they will miss you and all. Leaving home means you have to be stronger emotionally, to manage both your own emotion and that of others.
2.Your false friends will also appear to be happy for you and say they will miss you. You have to be discerning of what's real and what's fake. Don't fall into the trap of emotional assault and let them have the chance to make use of you one last time.
Then i read gim's blog, and she had quite the same situation that i face. I realise that i have a lot of acquitances, but very few who are more than that. Almost every other weekend i feel very bored n lonely because i can't find activities to occupy my time. Part of it's cause i'm picky and my preference to do things PREFERABLY with friends. Yea, there's only so many that i'm feel reasonably comfortable with, and they all have their own lives. But i would still pester them nonetheless...
But hey! badminton on sat was fun! Quite long since i last played, hopefully the next session will come soon :). Then i'm recently re-obssessed with final fantasy. I've been downloading roms for FF 1 -4 + ff tatics + their OSTs. Maybe these will occupy some of my time.
If i were to ever tell you that i'm actually a quiet person inside, will you believe it? :)
Sigh
Wishing...; 7/23/2006 02:04:00 AM
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
I'm busy with stupid misc. stuff now but i'm seriously considering taking a before pic of my messy room (i'll have to recreate the effects whahaha) and compare it with an after pic when i find the time to clean up my room. I bet there won't be much visible difference. ><
Watched pirates of the carribean part 2. That show is SUPER WHACKY its like everything gone nuts. Really nice show to watch but i still prefer the first part because its got more storyline and makes more sense, not to say i did not enjoy the lameness of dead man's chest but hey, i'm more of a storyline person :). Its good for laughs though :D. The threesome fighting scene is definitely cool.
Today i jsut started playing FF4 on a GBA emulator. Its damn fun and the story is super enticing just that the graphics is a bit...dottish and squarish and the cutscenes are damn funny because its so lame. I'm so addicted to it. I'm such a sucker for good stories in games :).
No title
Wishing...; 7/20/2006 12:45:00 AM
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Monday, July 17, 2006
Met up with sim this afternoon to eat tang yuan at clementi because i had a craving for it. Must be feley who keeps telling me its damn nice damn damn nice. Then i kept thinking must try must try must try. Its really damn nice and soft. I think i'm going back to eat it again coming saturday after badminton XD.
Things to do : 1) Clean up my room
2) Clean up my room
3) Clean up my room
haha....yea...that pretty much sums it up. It had always been in a mess. Time to put it out of its misery =/.
End of my random post. Just wanted to type something out before i sleep ><.
huh
Wishing...; 7/17/2006 12:45:00 AM
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
Recently i'm very engrossed in an anime called Fate Stay Night. In essence in the anime, its really about a guy called emiya shiro fighting against other masters in a holy grail war to obtain the holy grail, although his ideals were to save everyone, not kill. The anime is very nice, and VERY DIFFERENT FROM THE GAME (which is hentai, and no, i haven't seen it)
Anyway, I particularly liked this battle prayer thingy said by archer in an episode during his fight. Don't ask me why.
"I am the bone of my sword.
Steel is my body, and fire is my blood.
I have created over a thousand blades.
Unknown to death.
Nor known to life.
Have withstood pain to create many weapons.
Yet, those hands will never hold anything.
So as I pray, "Unlimited Blade Works."
A very cool archer.
For those who are interested, here's the link to Fate Stay Night on wikipedia. I must say that the anime is quite way off from the game in terms of the storyline AFTER READING THROUGHT WIKIPEDIA, but its still very nice nontheless. :)
Fate Stay Night
Wishing...; 7/16/2006 05:01:00 AM
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Met up with feley on friday night at west mall! We super blur, walked pass me without noticing, then when i was looking in her direction, I almost couldn't recognise her cos she cut her hair short. -_-''
The anything goes me, or rather, indecisive us, couldn't decide on a place to eat dinner and we ended up reading magazines in the library at JE and eating at kobayashi thereafter, all the while exchanging nonsense :p. Was very fun :D
Friday night
Wishing...; 7/16/2006 04:42:00 AM
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Haha, just mailed a couple of thank you cards out on monday. Its WAY WAY WAY overdue because my friend sent me xmas greetings and all that like years ago and i'm only replying back now :P. Felicia already received that card yesterday! Snail mail wasn't as slow as i thought, which I previously thought would take around 3 working days?
Then i got to talk with her for a while after months, if not years, of inactivity. Glad to note that she's still as crappy as ever! After ALL these years, we still can talk a lot of rubbish and nonsense. I guess we somehow just click, just like no matter how hard you try and initiate a conversation with someone you don't click with, it just doesn't go on well. I really look forward to meeting her on friday :).
Letters
Wishing...; 7/12/2006 05:10:00 AM
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
I must learn to take things slowly and relax. Not that i'm very tensed up in the first place but I do realised that i'm always in a rush to do things. Its good to have this focused mentality but perhaps there are times when i should take things slow and easy. Like when i'm eating. :P
To add to that point. I also can't be bothered about certain stuff anymore. If others don't care, neither should I and i will try my best not to bother anyone about it. I don't understand why i get so worked up over stuff which other ppl doesn't give a damn about.
All i can do is to pray n hope as i stare longingly into nothingness, cling onto what I believe, no matter what, and hope that one day, my prayers will be answered
Come to think about it, I share very few interests with other people. Most of the time in a group while ppl yak away at specific topics i'll normally be keeping quiet unless its nothing but nonsense. I crap a lot but when its something i totally know nuts about, i can't possibly fabricate stories out in front of pros :P.
Sigh, my blog is soooooo pessismistic. Almost all of my posts are about negative stuff. Maybe cos when i reflect , I only think about the so called bad things that happened? Whats the point in reflecting in something good? Like..ya..keep it up..the end.. =/
I don't know what got into me during the past wk. Suddenly got very motivated to do a lot of stuff, like exercising, cleaning up my room, looking at certain things from a different perspective, catching up with 'lost' friends etc. I'm still myself though...
Haha....This weekend is another boring weekend except for sat and afternoon when i met sharon for lunch. Its been like...a year plus since i last saw her and well, she didn't change a lot. At least she's still recognizable, but she's definitely become much prettier.. and Ichiban Boshi at Wisma is a very nice restaurant!! I'm definitely going back again :).
Anyway i'm going to watch penalty shootout of world cup finals. Going to sleep immediately after. Ja ne
Prayers
Wishing...; 7/09/2006 04:51:00 AM
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Haha, just finished the 1st match of semi-finals of WC and OMG what a waste for ME! I thought i would be able to see another penalty shootout! I don't really support either teams but well...kinda unlucky for Germany for Italy to score TWO consecutive goals at 29th min stoppage time o.o!!!.
Watched Superman with jiayang n gang just now at Westmall. Its an ok show but I have to say that its draggy and damn well exaggerated! Its more like a movie showing us what superman can do! Took very little pictures cos we're kinda rushing for time. Its already ripped into my com.
Then just now, while i was blog-surfing, i came upon this paragraph...
Suddenly agreed with what my friend said a while back, that he felt that the people around him is so young and somehow a gap exists between him and them despite the age difference being only a year or two. Not that I am saying that the people here are immature, some really do behave beyond their years, but I do not know, perhaps I am distancing myself for reasons I am unaware of.
I dunno, i just felt a certain connection to this para, perhaps i'm even the person who said it :P. I certainly feel so for ALOT of the NS guys. Maybe i'm comparing them to my jc pals, which shouldn't be done in the first place.
Ok i gotta go to camp, cya lot in a few days time =/.
No penalty shootout T.T
Wishing...; 7/05/2006 05:43:00 AM
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Wishing...; 7/05/2006 05:07:00 AM
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Currently i'm listening to songs from AKB48! They're very nice, everyone should go download and hear them out! Especially Sakura no hanabira tachi and Skirt, Hikari. Lyrics are over HERE. Thats the best that i could find =/.
The last weekend i practically rotted at home playing WoW and sleeping, which in itself may be a good thing because I seriously overspent this month. I'll consider myself lucky if i didn't overshoot my pay instead of saving a hundred bucks! I spent THAT much mainly because i shared money to buy a digi cam. And of course, FOOD. Any money spent on food is not a waste :).
Anyway, speaking of cameras, I like taking photos, although i seldom take them. Pretty confusing, but let me explain myself. I'm really a person stuck in the past and doesn't really favour change. So in a sense, photographs capture the moments that i want to remember, moments that I don't want anything to change. So i won't go around snapping pictures of myself like some Zhi4 Lian4 Quang2 but yea, I like photos. Maybe when i grow old and i forgot about certain stuff, but at least there will be things that i'll never forget, held in place by squares of paper.
Then, i distinctly remember a moment just this afternoon when i was just staring blankly out of the window for who knows what reason. The only thing i really cared to remember was that Its SOOOO quiet around the neighbourhood and something about people doing social work. Why even call it a neighbourhood. We're all just living by ourselves. To ourselves.
As for the social work part, well, i may sound very critical here, but i think that finding meaning in life by doing social work sounds really wrong. Thats what i thought at the instant i was looking out the window. I don't know what happened to make me think of that. Maybe its cause nowadays i've read a few blogs and heard about a few friends these few days doing social work and all. I'm not saying that doing social work is bad or something but all it sums up to in the end is just doing a good deed. For those kindred souls out there, yea maybe so but i believe they are rather rare in this society that i'm living in. Such 'meaning' in life is really very self-deceiving imo, and came up to make ppl feel more useful. ><
Anyway enough about that. I've been jogginng the last 2 days. Just suddenly had that motivation to run after spotting and reading a few pages of a certain book at popular. I really forgot the title of the book but its got something to do with aging right. Man my stamina has gone down down down down downnnnnnnnnn. So much so for being in NS! I think i'm getting fatter in NS larrr... Anyway i'm really tired I'm going to sleep. Ja
...A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me together forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in heart...
PS: My fav song is still Tori no Uta by Lia :P
Random rumblings
Wishing...; 7/04/2006 03:10:00 AM
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